Monday, October 19, 2009
The last whatever weeks. @ 6:36 PM
My mac died.
Well, okay, not died exactly, but the screen part broke, and they were gonna charge me like $500 instead. So I did the only thing I could do… I bought a PC for the same damn amount of money. Fucking Apple likes to rob people, I’m sure that’s like the #1 thing they teach their employees.
Rule #1: If something is covered by a customer’s warranty, lie your ass off and sabotage the item until something is outside of their coverage. Water damage is a good, solid, untraceable lie.
It’s not like I’m going to leave it like that though… all broken. Unfortunately, macs seem to have grown on me. What can I say? They’re pretty. Much more organized too. So at some point I’ll fix that, and then just use this for gaming.
Oh, gaming.
My soul has been lost to World of Warcraft. No joke. I knew I stayed away from this game for a reason, see what happens?
I won’t babble on about it, mostly because I’m sure none of you care, but for those that are mildly interested, I’m on the Eredar server, I’m Alliance, and my characters name is Kallysto. Level 23 (at the moment) Human Warlock. Yay me.
Honestly, I blame Leverage.
Leverage mentions something, and I get more curious.
Doctor Who is a good example of that. And now Wow. What’s next? Maybe my soul wasn’t lost to WoW, just lost to Leverage.
Speaking of Leverage, there is so many things that I wish I could bounce around and tell ya’ll, but for now everything under wraps. Soon though… soon. Maybe a month or two, maybe three. Maybe, maybe… but I’m excited.
I interviewed Beth. That was really fun, and an awesome experience. It was only via email with her publicists as a buffer, but regardless, it was nice to be able to ask questions that I wanna know. Plus, a lot of the interviews I’ve read focus only on her role as Parker… and I have other stuff I wanted to know. Like her other projects, and her photography. To be honest I’m really, really interested in her photography. But that might just be because photography is one of my (way too many) creative interests that I pursue.
I had sex last night. Another threesome, with friends I just met. Part of me is actually bothered by that, mainly because I feel like I have a stamp on my head that alerts swinger couples or curious swinger couples that I do threesomes. I’ve had way too many of those in my life. What annoys me though is that out of all the threesomes I’ve had… it’s always been f/m/f. I want a f/f/f damnit.
I’m a bad lesbian though, clearly. Having sex with men just so I can fuck their girlfriends.
I was supposed to be celibate for a year. I made it eight months (which doesn’t include tricks, because that’s so not sex, that’s a job). That’s not too bad. But with all the sex dreams I’ve been plagued with lately, fucking constantly, I obviously needed it.
I can’t say that part of me doesn’t regret it though. Sex for me is always laced with some kind of regret, even the happy, in a relationship, loving sex I have (which, lets face it, isn’t often) is still laced with regret.
Sex isn’t something I actually enjoy. I just do it because I feel like I’m supposed to, or maybe just to prove something. Search for something. Who knows.
Sex to me is just… something to do, something that someone like me has to do.
I kinda wish I could stop, but that doesn’t look like it’s gonna happen any time soon. It’s gonna get worse before it gets better.
Labels: beth riesgraf, computer, leverage, sex, wow
