Friday, December 11, 2009
Leverage sex @ 2:50 PM
Overlapping my sexual writing styles for this last story was weird for me. Mainly because while I have specific set ways on how each pairing has sex with each other, I couldn’t think of a solid one for Parker/Sophie/Eliot. It’s just an odd threesome, you think? One that no one ever really thinks of, and only came about because of Parker/Sophie hints in my last Sophie/Eliot story. Continuation of that. If I knew how hard it would be to logically write them all to that point, I might have said fuck it and never started . HA. I’m serious. Once again, what was supposed to be a short story is now up to being 45 fucking pages long (and still not finished).
To explain though, when I write:
Eliot/Sophie; it’s rough, dominating. Full of masochism and anger mixed with both love and passion. It’s kinky, it’s wild, it’s in every way so very
not watered down. Eliot dominates very fiercely, both with words and actions. It’s violent. Sophie can dominate too, but she’s not very good at it. For being so good at manipulating people as a grifter, she can’t seem to manipulate Eliot. Instead, she takes the opposite route; for one who’s always in control, she surrenders all of it to him: the one person she knows she can trust it with because of Eliot’s own control over his violence. She wants to be hurt, but she wants to feel safe at the same time. That’s not to say she doesn’t
try to dominate him, but in the end usually succumbs to Eliot’s needs. That said, they can have romantic, soft sex, but it’s rare.
Parker/Sophie; I’ve probably done it all with Parker/Sophie, being the pairing I wrote very heavily and primarily during season one. I’ve done love, I’ve done anger, I’ve done kink. But out of all of the stories I’ve done, the main route I usually take is usually just... hard
passion. Parker loves Sophie; in so many way’s she’s like the mother she never had (and yes, I realize how kinky and a bit fucked up that in it’s self seems, but bear with me). That love, when put in a sexual situation, makes Parker get very, very attached (which in turn usually makes her the submissive). Now Sophie, on the other hand… Sophie does care about Parker. She worries about her, watches out for her, but when put in a sexual situation with her, she tends to be blinded by her own selfishness. She wants it all without all the headaches that being with Parker could possibly make for her. So she always suppresses it, makes Parker keep everything a secret, keeps a firm distance from getting too close, and gets frustrated and angry when Parker doesn’t understand why. But there is a part of Sophie that loves her, that’s maybe even in love with her a little bit, and while near the end of my stories that tends to come out, during sex it’s still very much hidden under the layers. Their sex is a little rough usually, dom/sub without the massive kink (you’re just usually very aware of who is in control, even though its never spoken), and not anywhere close to the decibel of Eliot and Sophie’s is.
Parker/Eliot; I’ve only done this once, very briefly, just for the sin “Lust” in my Seven Deadly Sins short stories. Just rough fuck and forget against the wall in the bathroom of an airplane. Very unattached, emotionless. They used each other to get off and that was that, basically. There was no point to talk about it afterwards, in their mind. Get some, get gone. They both seemed to share the control equally, giving and taking like they’d done it a million times. They just fit together in that way.
Now. My problem was that I couldn’t for the life of them see them
together. I know that doesn’t many any sense. I was seeing them separately. Seeing what Eliot does to Sophie, what he does to Parker and what Parker does to her. I was having trouble stepping back and viewing the whole picture. Especially because since Eliot and Sophie are so kinky, and here they were, inviting Parker into their sex life for a night, and Parker… Parker to me isn’t extremely kinky, at least to their altitude. She’s rough, can play some games, but just not the kind of person who dominates forcefully though violent physicality and by words, and at the same time, she is so
not the person who lays down and takes that either. And of course, because of how uptight I usually make Sophie into having people find out about her sex life (which, of course, in this story Parker already
knew, but knowing is very different from seeing), I made her embarrassed. Thankfully I did establish in the last story that Sophie gets turned on by humiliation, so that worked. Yay me.
I had issues establishing roles in the sex; and it actually ends up switching quite a bit. I tried to keep Eliot and Sophie’s kinky sex life in tact but I watered it down a lot, I know that. And I could make the excuse that they did that for Parker, but its just me not knowing how to write it any other way. Everyone switched the role of being the dominator, though Parker’s own domination was more forceful curiosity. I kind of made Parker how I made her in OT3 fics (Parker/Hardison/Eliot), not so much a dominatrix but still knowing she has control. Though, in my last fic she wasn’t as subtle about knowing she had control as she was in my “Who Say’s You Can Only Have One?” series. Sophie’s domination didn’t last of course, but on the flip side, neither did Eliot’s. It just seemed awkward for me, maybe because I know I had no idea what the hell I was doing. It might be hot for all I know.
I really have no idea if it came out alright. Haha. Though I’m still not done with the story, so I won’t know until I finish and post it. I know I’m being really anal over it, and I know people are just gonna read it and just think “YAY! SEX!” and not think about how deep it all goes as it does with me, but still. I like to have a solid, reasonable, logical explanation of the way they all have sex with each other based on their characteristics… and the fact is, that’s such a
weird threesome that I honestly could never think of another way this could happen outside of this story.
Kind of like my Livia/Varia fic. If any of you watch Xena, you know that’s a fucked up pairing. But the way I did it, man I
loved the way I did it, one of my favorite stories to date and I just
wish I could find another way to do it, because now I love that pairing. But I can’t think of anything logically.
So yeah. This threesome is totally a one time thing. Enjoy it while it lasts. Hopefully I’ll be done with the story soon, but I actually have to work this weekend. Blah. Next weekend though I’ll be working on the TV show – so yay!
Labels: leverage, sex
Friday, December 11, 2009
Leverage sex @ 2:50 PM
Overlapping my sexual writing styles for this last story was weird for me. Mainly because while I have specific set ways on how each pairing has sex with each other, I couldn’t think of a solid one for Parker/Sophie/Eliot. It’s just an odd threesome, you think? One that no one ever really thinks of, and only came about because of Parker/Sophie hints in my last Sophie/Eliot story. Continuation of that. If I knew how hard it would be to logically write them all to that point, I might have said fuck it and never started . HA. I’m serious. Once again, what was supposed to be a short story is now up to being 45 fucking pages long (and still not finished).
To explain though, when I write:
Eliot/Sophie; it’s rough, dominating. Full of masochism and anger mixed with both love and passion. It’s kinky, it’s wild, it’s in every way so very
not watered down. Eliot dominates very fiercely, both with words and actions. It’s violent. Sophie can dominate too, but she’s not very good at it. For being so good at manipulating people as a grifter, she can’t seem to manipulate Eliot. Instead, she takes the opposite route; for one who’s always in control, she surrenders all of it to him: the one person she knows she can trust it with because of Eliot’s own control over his violence. She wants to be hurt, but she wants to feel safe at the same time. That’s not to say she doesn’t
try to dominate him, but in the end usually succumbs to Eliot’s needs. That said, they can have romantic, soft sex, but it’s rare.
Parker/Sophie; I’ve probably done it all with Parker/Sophie, being the pairing I wrote very heavily and primarily during season one. I’ve done love, I’ve done anger, I’ve done kink. But out of all of the stories I’ve done, the main route I usually take is usually just... hard
passion. Parker loves Sophie; in so many way’s she’s like the mother she never had (and yes, I realize how kinky and a bit fucked up that in it’s self seems, but bear with me). That love, when put in a sexual situation, makes Parker get very, very attached (which in turn usually makes her the submissive). Now Sophie, on the other hand… Sophie does care about Parker. She worries about her, watches out for her, but when put in a sexual situation with her, she tends to be blinded by her own selfishness. She wants it all without all the headaches that being with Parker could possibly make for her. So she always suppresses it, makes Parker keep everything a secret, keeps a firm distance from getting too close, and gets frustrated and angry when Parker doesn’t understand why. But there is a part of Sophie that loves her, that’s maybe even in love with her a little bit, and while near the end of my stories that tends to come out, during sex it’s still very much hidden under the layers. Their sex is a little rough usually, dom/sub without the massive kink (you’re just usually very aware of who is in control, even though its never spoken), and not anywhere close to the decibel of Eliot and Sophie’s is.
Parker/Eliot; I’ve only done this once, very briefly, just for the sin “Lust” in my Seven Deadly Sins short stories. Just rough fuck and forget against the wall in the bathroom of an airplane. Very unattached, emotionless. They used each other to get off and that was that, basically. There was no point to talk about it afterwards, in their mind. Get some, get gone. They both seemed to share the control equally, giving and taking like they’d done it a million times. They just fit together in that way.
Now. My problem was that I couldn’t for the life of them see them
together. I know that doesn’t many any sense. I was seeing them separately. Seeing what Eliot does to Sophie, what he does to Parker and what Parker does to her. I was having trouble stepping back and viewing the whole picture. Especially because since Eliot and Sophie are so kinky, and here they were, inviting Parker into their sex life for a night, and Parker… Parker to me isn’t extremely kinky, at least to their altitude. She’s rough, can play some games, but just not the kind of person who dominates forcefully though violent physicality and by words, and at the same time, she is so
not the person who lays down and takes that either. And of course, because of how uptight I usually make Sophie into having people find out about her sex life (which, of course, in this story Parker already
knew, but knowing is very different from seeing), I made her embarrassed. Thankfully I did establish in the last story that Sophie gets turned on by humiliation, so that worked. Yay me.
I had issues establishing roles in the sex; and it actually ends up switching quite a bit. I tried to keep Eliot and Sophie’s kinky sex life in tact but I watered it down a lot, I know that. And I could make the excuse that they did that for Parker, but its just me not knowing how to write it any other way. Everyone switched the role of being the dominator, though Parker’s own domination was more forceful curiosity. I kind of made Parker how I made her in OT3 fics (Parker/Hardison/Eliot), not so much a dominatrix but still knowing she has control. Though, in my last fic she wasn’t as subtle about knowing she had control as she was in my “Who Say’s You Can Only Have One?” series. Sophie’s domination didn’t last of course, but on the flip side, neither did Eliot’s. It just seemed awkward for me, maybe because I know I had no idea what the hell I was doing. It might be hot for all I know.
I really have no idea if it came out alright. Haha. Though I’m still not done with the story, so I won’t know until I finish and post it. I know I’m being really anal over it, and I know people are just gonna read it and just think “YAY! SEX!” and not think about how deep it all goes as it does with me, but still. I like to have a solid, reasonable, logical explanation of the way they all have sex with each other based on their characteristics… and the fact is, that’s such a
weird threesome that I honestly could never think of another way this could happen outside of this story.
Kind of like my Livia/Varia fic. If any of you watch Xena, you know that’s a fucked up pairing. But the way I did it, man I
loved the way I did it, one of my favorite stories to date and I just
wish I could find another way to do it, because now I love that pairing. But I can’t think of anything logically.
So yeah. This threesome is totally a one time thing. Enjoy it while it lasts. Hopefully I’ll be done with the story soon, but I actually have to work this weekend. Blah. Next weekend though I’ll be working on the TV show – so yay!
Labels: leverage, sex
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