Sunday, January 18, 2009
my cat needs to STFU srsly @ 8:09 AM
I didn't do any drugs yesterday. I would love to say that that was MY decision, but it wasn't. Technical difficulties were involved. Though my craving has for the most part passed... for now. I'm not shaking anymore.Nemesis is driving me insane, I hope everyone knows that. The bitch is in heat, and while I'm used to Phoenix being in heat, who, while her annoyingness isn't THAT bad... Nemesis NEVER shuts the fuck up! I mean with Phoenix, all I have to do is yell "SHUT UP!" really loudly and she shuts up for at least 10 minutes. She listens to mommy. Nemesis doesn't.Which, I don't know how the hell she's JUST going through her first heat cycle now. Her birthday was the 10th, she just turned one, but Phoenix started her heat cycles at 7 months. Her kittens were born just before her first birthday.I don't know. I just know I gotta get her fixed now. I hate that she's this fucking annoying. I never bothered with Phoenix cause hell, Hades is fixed so she can't get knocked up again. I can deal with her pitiful whining.NEMESIS IS ALL MEOW MEOW MEOOOOWWWWWWWW WHEN I'M ALL TRYING TO FUCKING SLEEP AND SHIT.I want to hit her, but I won't. That's animal abuse and such nonsense.In other news, I caved. I'm currently in the process of building a fansite for Beth Riesgraf. Yeah, I'm the shit and can manage to make something presentable out of barely any info. I'm just effing amazing like that.Though I have to say, I am loving the FUCK out my layout. I'm finally trying to upgrade myself and try new shit, and I just made the fanciest fucking navigation bar. And I know you're all probably like "um, so what? It's a fucking navigation bar," but it's important to ME.I gotta go get a prepaid credit card to go buy the domain name. Unless anyone wants to donate? *shifty*It's pretty much all done except for the photo gallery. I'm slacking on that, I hate setting up coppermine galleries. What's worse, I can't use an FTP agent in this suite that I currently live in, they block the fucking ports. What does that mean, do you ask? That means I can't bulk upload, I have to singularly put in files.Yeah, not looking forward to that. REALLY REALLY REALLY not. Hence the procrastination.I love procrastination, it's great. OH! It's 10am, that means I can finally order some fucking food, I'm starving.Don't ask me why I'm awake at 10am, my drunk passing out phase when I got home from work only lasted about 2 hours before I was up again.Sucks, when I pass out drunk I don't have to deal with trying to fall asleep with Nemesis' annoying voice.By the way, white girls were highly unappreciated at work today. I find that unacceptable, because it's something I'm not used to.The end.Labels: beth riesgraf, cats, website design, work
Sunday, January 18, 2009
my cat needs to STFU srsly @ 8:09 AM
I didn't do any drugs yesterday. I would love to say that that was MY decision, but it wasn't. Technical difficulties were involved. Though my craving has for the most part passed... for now. I'm not shaking anymore.Nemesis is driving me insane, I hope everyone knows that. The bitch is in heat, and while I'm used to Phoenix being in heat, who, while her annoyingness isn't THAT bad... Nemesis NEVER shuts the fuck up! I mean with Phoenix, all I have to do is yell "SHUT UP!" really loudly and she shuts up for at least 10 minutes. She listens to mommy. Nemesis doesn't.Which, I don't know how the hell she's JUST going through her first heat cycle now. Her birthday was the 10th, she just turned one, but Phoenix started her heat cycles at 7 months. Her kittens were born just before her first birthday.I don't know. I just know I gotta get her fixed now. I hate that she's this fucking annoying. I never bothered with Phoenix cause hell, Hades is fixed so she can't get knocked up again. I can deal with her pitiful whining.NEMESIS IS ALL MEOW MEOW MEOOOOWWWWWWWW WHEN I'M ALL TRYING TO FUCKING SLEEP AND SHIT.I want to hit her, but I won't. That's animal abuse and such nonsense.In other news, I caved. I'm currently in the process of building a fansite for Beth Riesgraf. Yeah, I'm the shit and can manage to make something presentable out of barely any info. I'm just effing amazing like that.Though I have to say, I am loving the FUCK out my layout. I'm finally trying to upgrade myself and try new shit, and I just made the fanciest fucking navigation bar. And I know you're all probably like "um, so what? It's a fucking navigation bar," but it's important to ME.I gotta go get a prepaid credit card to go buy the domain name. Unless anyone wants to donate? *shifty*It's pretty much all done except for the photo gallery. I'm slacking on that, I hate setting up coppermine galleries. What's worse, I can't use an FTP agent in this suite that I currently live in, they block the fucking ports. What does that mean, do you ask? That means I can't bulk upload, I have to singularly put in files.Yeah, not looking forward to that. REALLY REALLY REALLY not. Hence the procrastination.I love procrastination, it's great. OH! It's 10am, that means I can finally order some fucking food, I'm starving.Don't ask me why I'm awake at 10am, my drunk passing out phase when I got home from work only lasted about 2 hours before I was up again.Sucks, when I pass out drunk I don't have to deal with trying to fall asleep with Nemesis' annoying voice.By the way, white girls were highly unappreciated at work today. I find that unacceptable, because it's something I'm not used to.The end.Labels: beth riesgraf, cats, website design, work
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My name is Mary. I'm a 24 year old creative mess. I like to tell stories in anyway that I can, though mostly through visual artwork. I enjoy film editing, writing, modeling, photography, dancing, and website design. I'm a lesbian. I'm bipolar. I'm stronger than I usually give myself credit for. I'm a recovering drug addict. I'm passionate as all hell. I'm a beautiful disaster. I want to be free. I want to
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