Tuesday, January 20, 2009
i hate subject lines @ 12:43 AM
I tried an experiment yesterday.The thing is, I really don't EVER want to upload hundreds or thousands of fucking pictures one by one. That just sucks. Very much so.Though, after I uploaded all the award shows/premiers photos, leverage promotional photos, and leverage behind the scenes photos of Beth I was like wait a minute.The entire reason I can't bulk upload files is due to them blocking the port on their wireless modem, right? Well, dial up doesn't use that.Yeah, I shuddered at those words too. Dial up...However, I was correct in thinking my FTP would work with dial up. It's painfully PAINFULLY much slower than I'm used to my FTPs working, but it's less time consuming then uploading them one by one. I've uploaded most all of them except the last two episodes that aired. I'm uploading The Wedding Job right now before I do The Stork Job, because even though it came after it, The Stork Job has close to 400 screencaps of Beth cause it's a very Parker-centric episode, so I'm going to upload those while I sleep cause it's gonna take a couple hours. What I did with The Nigerian Job last night.Steve (my friend/customer/minion) is going to buy the domain name for me, because apparently no one can get off their dope fucked asses to drive me to cash my stupid check, let alone have me put the money on a freaking prepaid credit card. Two days of "oh yeah we'll be over" and then just NOT.I'm slightly convinced the people of Leverage and TNT probably think I'm so wacked out stalker Beth fan, which while is highly annoying because I'm not, there's nothing I can do about that. If ya'll haven't noticed, I tend to have a thing for under appreciated talented actresses. Like Hudson for example. Hudson's still my favorite actress by far, but do I stalk her? No. Why? Probably because half the time I'm not even sure if I want to be in the same vicinity as her because I tend to get lectured about something everytime I am lol. She's like a fusion between my mother and my sister, the way she lectures me. It sounds odd, but you wouldn't get it unless you knew my mother and sister lol. I still love Hudson though, don't get me wrong, the woman has taught me more in this life than most other people I've come across. But I concider her an "unappreciated talented actress" because 98% of the time when I say "Hudson Leick" people are like "Who?" and then I gotta say "Callisto from Xena" and then get a "duhh" kind of look from them to which I have to explain, "The blonde psychotic bitch that always wanted to kill Xena and had rocks fall on her head all the time." The people are like "OHHHH!!"And Beth is more under appreciated than Hudson is. My website is going to be the ONLY fansite out there for her once it's launched. THE ONLY FREAKING ONE.Granted, to be fair, this is her first big role. On a side note, I'm half convinced her first role was actually a artistic hardcore porn film, and it's driving me insane because I can't figure it out. Not that my reason (or my main reason anyway - I am only human after all) is to watch it just cause she's all naked and possibly doing icky het things in it, but because on the header in the welcome message on every page it says that was her first role, which while it WAS, I just don't much want to advertise her porn on there as her first role, even if it is artistically done or whatever. I really did think it was just a movie until I read someones comment on the film, and now I'm not so sure.But oh well, until I find out that it is in fact porn, it's staying up there. The website is going to be launched in a day or two, hopefully. It depends on how long it takes for the domain name to take effect after Steve buys it, I can't remember.Now, on to something about Leverage that slightly intrigues me, are you ready for this? This will blow your mind if you know anything about me and my fandoms.In every fandom that I have, I usually like one or two couples, always femslash. BTVS... Buffy/Faith. X:WP... Xena/Gabrielle, Eve/Varia. Bones.... Brennan/Angela. You get the idea. Mainly, that's the only fanfiction I write/read/give half a fuck about. Everything else gets passed by without a second glance.Leverage is very different. Not exactly sure why either lol.I read solo Parker fanfics(which doesn't mean masturbation you dirty minded people lol)/general fanfics.I read/write Parker/Sophie.I read/will be writing soon Parker/Eliot - cause they are the prettiest het couple ever lol.I read Parker/Hardison.I read Hardison/Eliot.And the het and slash fics.. I'll read the NC-17. It's slightly hard to get through during those parts, but I'll effing read it.While my first try at writing het sex occurred in a very short scene in "Path of Forgiveness", I'll probably be trying my hand at Parker/Eliot. First I wanna write a PG-13 one, just to kind of get the hang of trying to picture het in my head while I write, but I think they're gonna break my het sex cherry fully.I don't think I'll ever write boyslash. I can't relate to any of that lmao.But it kind of nice, to actually enjoy the ENTIRE fandom, instead of just bits which I usually do.This fucking show better be on the air for a very long time. NOW! Onto comments....v1cious said...lol was the food free?also, i noticed your recent entry was on Friday. does that mean you haven't been using at all, or just as of yesterday. either way, it's good that you're making progress. have you considered a daytime activity, like maybe a second job part-time college classes? that would keep you active.I wish, but no lol.At the time, it meant that I wasn't using at all. My days are a little screwy, and right now even though it's 3:16am on Tuesday, I still consider it Monday because I haven't slept yet. My days start later than everyone elses haha.I did, however use yesterday. I didn't buy, and no one came over and gave me any, but you'd be surprised how much fucking dope was stuck in all three of my pipes. It got me decently high, and I was able to finally stop procrastinating about the gallery. I needed to do that, and I knew I wasn't going to be able to do unless I was high cause it sucks configuring that thing and I get frustrated easily, especially because I was trying to incorporate something new into it, which I guess ya'll will see when I launch the website.As for me getting active... why would I want to do that? I'm sure in the spring/summer when I get manic I'll be doing all sorts of stuff, but I'm in the depression part where no, I don't get sad, I just don't ever want to leave my house and do, well, anything. Like work. I have to drag my ass to work just to get there one or two days a week. When I get manic I'll be going four or five times a week. It's just a thing that happens every year. Also during that time I probably won't be writing much either.And I don't do college, nor probably ever will. I find it stupid to spend ridiculous amounts of money on learning stuff I can just teach myself/have taught myself already.kelly said...funny how the world works in your favor sometimes.I'm slightly confused by this. The world works in my favor because I got my name written on my food box? lol. Labels: beth riesgraf, dial up, dope, fanfiction, leverage, parker, website design
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
i hate subject lines @ 12:43 AM
I tried an experiment yesterday.The thing is, I really don't EVER want to upload hundreds or thousands of fucking pictures one by one. That just sucks. Very much so.Though, after I uploaded all the award shows/premiers photos, leverage promotional photos, and leverage behind the scenes photos of Beth I was like wait a minute.The entire reason I can't bulk upload files is due to them blocking the port on their wireless modem, right? Well, dial up doesn't use that.Yeah, I shuddered at those words too. Dial up...However, I was correct in thinking my FTP would work with dial up. It's painfully PAINFULLY much slower than I'm used to my FTPs working, but it's less time consuming then uploading them one by one. I've uploaded most all of them except the last two episodes that aired. I'm uploading The Wedding Job right now before I do The Stork Job, because even though it came after it, The Stork Job has close to 400 screencaps of Beth cause it's a very Parker-centric episode, so I'm going to upload those while I sleep cause it's gonna take a couple hours. What I did with The Nigerian Job last night.Steve (my friend/customer/minion) is going to buy the domain name for me, because apparently no one can get off their dope fucked asses to drive me to cash my stupid check, let alone have me put the money on a freaking prepaid credit card. Two days of "oh yeah we'll be over" and then just NOT.I'm slightly convinced the people of Leverage and TNT probably think I'm so wacked out stalker Beth fan, which while is highly annoying because I'm not, there's nothing I can do about that. If ya'll haven't noticed, I tend to have a thing for under appreciated talented actresses. Like Hudson for example. Hudson's still my favorite actress by far, but do I stalk her? No. Why? Probably because half the time I'm not even sure if I want to be in the same vicinity as her because I tend to get lectured about something everytime I am lol. She's like a fusion between my mother and my sister, the way she lectures me. It sounds odd, but you wouldn't get it unless you knew my mother and sister lol. I still love Hudson though, don't get me wrong, the woman has taught me more in this life than most other people I've come across. But I concider her an "unappreciated talented actress" because 98% of the time when I say "Hudson Leick" people are like "Who?" and then I gotta say "Callisto from Xena" and then get a "duhh" kind of look from them to which I have to explain, "The blonde psychotic bitch that always wanted to kill Xena and had rocks fall on her head all the time." The people are like "OHHHH!!"And Beth is more under appreciated than Hudson is. My website is going to be the ONLY fansite out there for her once it's launched. THE ONLY FREAKING ONE.Granted, to be fair, this is her first big role. On a side note, I'm half convinced her first role was actually a artistic hardcore porn film, and it's driving me insane because I can't figure it out. Not that my reason (or my main reason anyway - I am only human after all) is to watch it just cause she's all naked and possibly doing icky het things in it, but because on the header in the welcome message on every page it says that was her first role, which while it WAS, I just don't much want to advertise her porn on there as her first role, even if it is artistically done or whatever. I really did think it was just a movie until I read someones comment on the film, and now I'm not so sure.But oh well, until I find out that it is in fact porn, it's staying up there. The website is going to be launched in a day or two, hopefully. It depends on how long it takes for the domain name to take effect after Steve buys it, I can't remember.Now, on to something about Leverage that slightly intrigues me, are you ready for this? This will blow your mind if you know anything about me and my fandoms.In every fandom that I have, I usually like one or two couples, always femslash. BTVS... Buffy/Faith. X:WP... Xena/Gabrielle, Eve/Varia. Bones.... Brennan/Angela. You get the idea. Mainly, that's the only fanfiction I write/read/give half a fuck about. Everything else gets passed by without a second glance.Leverage is very different. Not exactly sure why either lol.I read solo Parker fanfics(which doesn't mean masturbation you dirty minded people lol)/general fanfics.I read/write Parker/Sophie.I read/will be writing soon Parker/Eliot - cause they are the prettiest het couple ever lol.I read Parker/Hardison.I read Hardison/Eliot.And the het and slash fics.. I'll read the NC-17. It's slightly hard to get through during those parts, but I'll effing read it.While my first try at writing het sex occurred in a very short scene in "Path of Forgiveness", I'll probably be trying my hand at Parker/Eliot. First I wanna write a PG-13 one, just to kind of get the hang of trying to picture het in my head while I write, but I think they're gonna break my het sex cherry fully.I don't think I'll ever write boyslash. I can't relate to any of that lmao.But it kind of nice, to actually enjoy the ENTIRE fandom, instead of just bits which I usually do.This fucking show better be on the air for a very long time. NOW! Onto comments....v1cious said...lol was the food free?also, i noticed your recent entry was on Friday. does that mean you haven't been using at all, or just as of yesterday. either way, it's good that you're making progress. have you considered a daytime activity, like maybe a second job part-time college classes? that would keep you active.I wish, but no lol.At the time, it meant that I wasn't using at all. My days are a little screwy, and right now even though it's 3:16am on Tuesday, I still consider it Monday because I haven't slept yet. My days start later than everyone elses haha.I did, however use yesterday. I didn't buy, and no one came over and gave me any, but you'd be surprised how much fucking dope was stuck in all three of my pipes. It got me decently high, and I was able to finally stop procrastinating about the gallery. I needed to do that, and I knew I wasn't going to be able to do unless I was high cause it sucks configuring that thing and I get frustrated easily, especially because I was trying to incorporate something new into it, which I guess ya'll will see when I launch the website.As for me getting active... why would I want to do that? I'm sure in the spring/summer when I get manic I'll be doing all sorts of stuff, but I'm in the depression part where no, I don't get sad, I just don't ever want to leave my house and do, well, anything. Like work. I have to drag my ass to work just to get there one or two days a week. When I get manic I'll be going four or five times a week. It's just a thing that happens every year. Also during that time I probably won't be writing much either.And I don't do college, nor probably ever will. I find it stupid to spend ridiculous amounts of money on learning stuff I can just teach myself/have taught myself already.kelly said...funny how the world works in your favor sometimes.I'm slightly confused by this. The world works in my favor because I got my name written on my food box? lol. Labels: beth riesgraf, dial up, dope, fanfiction, leverage, parker, website design
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My name is Mary. I'm a 24 year old creative mess. I like to tell stories in anyway that I can, though mostly through visual artwork. I enjoy film editing, writing, modeling, photography, dancing, and website design. I'm a lesbian. I'm bipolar. I'm stronger than I usually give myself credit for. I'm a recovering drug addict. I'm passionate as all hell. I'm a beautiful disaster. I want to be free. I want to
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