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I totally just slept 16 hours. Don't ask me how that happened, I don't know.

I really badly want to squee about Leverage right now, because Tuesday's episode was fan-fucking-tastic but I won't endure you all with a pic spam post right now.

Don't expect me to be so nice next week though.... it's the season finale. You totally get to edure pic spam for the season finale.

But let me just take the time to squee on some very important parts, since I can just copy & paste this from my LJ... THOUGH, you do get one picture because OMG Parker in THAT DRESS -dies-


ANYWAY, why this episode rocked my socks:

NATES EX WIFE. (is wicked fucking hot, btw...)

ELIOT HITTING ON NATES EX WIFE. AND THEN GETTING HER NUMBER. Omg, bad bad boy.

PARKER: "NO NO NO! WE CANT LET YOUR EX WIFE ANYWHERE NEAR OUR LITTLE NAKED MAN!" Rofl, best line ever.

PARKER MAKING OUT WITH HARDISON FOR A DISTRACTION. Which, the only reason I'm happy about that is because while he was all "omg we should talk about what just happened" she was basically all "PFFT all part of the job...", henceforth still leaving happy room for my Parker/Sophie and Parker/Eliot ships. ALSO. I've had Parker make out with someone in my story as a distraction before, so yay me for having a decent grasp on the character xD

ELIOT: [ TO SOPHIE ] WHICH ONE OF YOU DID SHE KISS? omg, I could have only wished. SRSLY. One day... I'm in full belief that one day they will have to make out as part of a con...

SOPHIE TRYING TO CON THE TEAM INTO STEALING THE FIRST DAVID FOR HER. It's nice to see some good character flaws with Sophie. I'm liking them.

HARDISON AS A HUGE DICK FAA GUY: "IS UNCOMFORTABLE WITH BLACK AUTHORITY FIGURES..." lmfao. I love him.

PARKER REUSING THE FLIGHT ATTENDANT OUTFIT. Kleptomaniacs like to hoard things. Which is why I believe Parker keeps her money and doesn't buy anything with it. It's what she stole, originally what she stole. And she stole that dress, so she kept it xD

STERLING. STERLING. STERLING. STERLING. I love this man, he's such a fucking dick. He took Parker, which makes me want to hit him. But really, that's what I would have done xD

SOPHIE HAVING THE SECOND DAVID. Bitch, I love you. Seriously. And her real name might be Jenny, she reacted pretty quick when Sterling said that name...

SOPHIE FINALLY VOCALIZING WHAT I'VE BEEN ANNOYED ABOUT ALL SEASON: Nate thinks he's better than everyone else on the team. You go girl, tell that mother fucker.

PARKER AND SOPHIE ON THE ROOF!!!!!!! Sophie hated doing the ziplines in the first episode, and now here she is doing something she probably fears just to save Parker. And all holding her arms out to her while Parker runs to her.... SRSLY. Fan fiction, anyone?

THE FACT THAT EVERYONE IS STARTING TO THINK LIKE OTHER MEMBERS OF THE TEAM. Sophie thinking like Parker. Nate thinking like Hardison. I love it.

HARDISON TAKING THE PAINTING. That makes me LOL so much....

HARDISON: HEY STERLING... GET OUT OF MY HOUSE! *BOOM!* But omg, the HQ gone... so sad...

And then they all split up *tear* Though we know they're gonna get back together... obviously lol. But omg... their faces sent to every law enforcement agency in the STATE? Thats not good.

And what's with Maggie all joining the team? That's what its looking like from the previews for next weeks episode... Lord that'll cause tension with Sophie... watch. Though anyone else notice from the preview it looked like Parker was looking at her boobs? LOL.

ANYWAY. GREAT FUCKING EPISODE. My favorite thus far. I can't wait until next week.

In other news... I have no other news. lmao. I haven't been doing much besides trying to catch up with all my stuff online. I did make over $400 on Thursday, which surprised me. I went in there just trying to make $100 so I could pay for my room for the rest of the week cause I slacked and fucked off, but I ended up getting to pay for a week and a half. So yay me.

IDK. I'm mad at YT for yelling at me about copyright over my Parker video because I used a POE song... that is no bueno.

I'm mad at some stupid bitch on the Leverage Wiki making up crap on the Parker page like she was an acrobat and a trapeze artist and stuff and shes all LULZ IT'S ALL IN FUN! & I'm like okay you stupid child, this isn't the place for fiction. Go write yourself a badly written fanfiction with lots of grammatical errors like you clearly would to have your little "fun."

SERIOUSLY. GET OFF MY PARKER PAGE, YOU DUMB BITCH.

/end rant.

Labels: fan videos, leverage, wiki

Does anyone remember the video I made on YouTube awhile back called "I Want My Obsessions Back"?

Well, obviously I have them back. I know most people think I'm certifiably insane, getting caught up in fictional worlds, characters, or stories. What people don't seem to understand is that I am the most happiest when I am. When I don't have to focus on how much bullshit there is in life, or how while I'm managing to finally support myself in only the matter of working one day a week because I have a problem with trying to live past my means, then I'm perfectly happy.

On a side note, it also tends to be my anti-drug. Imagine that.

I have had absolutely no urges to do meth in almost the last week. I've been so caught up in being a Parker-obsessed weirdo, thus labeling me as the Crazy Parker Fanatic (not that anyone has said that, but I'm sure it's coming), that I don't want to smoke. At all.

And it's interesting really. I used to say I smoked because it got me more focused, and I could finish more tasks that way, and while it's true and maybe it would help me be even more of a crazy Leverage person, I just don't want to.

Partly, because while I can make icons/wallpapers/fan videos while I'm high, I can't focus enough to write fanfiction. I wrote a chapter of my Bellatrix one once while high, and when I was sober ended up reading it and throwing it out because it was such epic crap. When I write I'm very big on incooperating and describing a character's manerisms, quirks, facial expressions... all the little things that most people leave unnoticed. I have to fully be in the characters mind and play out the scene in my head a couple times before I can correctly and acuratly descibe what I saw in my head, because I want other people to see it too.

On the downside, however, my obsessions make me not want to do anything else but. Work? Pfft, only to get my rent and food money (cigarettes too, but that goes without saying). I only worked Friday last week. This week, I only worked Friday too. Made $500 and burned the fuck out.

I had an urge to start a Leverage blog, but I won't. I need to stop overloading myself with a bunch of projects, I tend to hang myself that way. I have the YouTube channel, which I'm doing fabulously on by the way, already ten video's up. Seven episode videos (theres only been six episodes aired, but "The Stork Job" had to be split into two parts for obvious reasons if you've seen it), two fan videos, and an introduction video by me for the channel. I'm also still in the middle of a Parker/Sophie fanfic, and as of right now have writer's block which is kicking my ass. Do you guys remember the story arc thing they used to teach you in school?

__/\__

That thing, lol. But yeah, got up to the peak, and now I'm stuck. Fail.

I should probably take a nap and fix my sleep schedule. Yesterday I got home from work, passed the fuck out drunk as hell, but then woke up three hours later and couldn't get back to sleep until 3:30pm. Hence the no working. I swear I really was planning to go... >.>

Oh, fantastic idea hitting me!

When the season is over, I'm planning on making Parker ship videos for every character (to satisfy everyone's pairings) and I think for the Parker/Eliot I want "Poker Face" cause it takes about gambling and Texas (where Eliot is from). Hm, I must make a note of that somewhere. I'm not much looking forward to the Parker/Nate video, I think that would just be icky, and don't understand the pairing at all. I can see Parker/Hardison, Parker/Eliot, and Parker/Sophie easily, but Parker and NATE? Really? Seriously? Come on now. But whatever.

Moving along now... until next time.

Labels: drugs, eliot, fan videos, fanfiction, hardison, lady gaga, leverage, nate, obsessions, parker, poker face, sophie, youtube

I totally just slept 16 hours. Don't ask me how that happened, I don't know.

I really badly want to squee about Leverage right now, because Tuesday's episode was fan-fucking-tastic but I won't endure you all with a pic spam post right now.

Don't expect me to be so nice next week though.... it's the season finale. You totally get to edure pic spam for the season finale.

But let me just take the time to squee on some very important parts, since I can just copy & paste this from my LJ... THOUGH, you do get one picture because OMG Parker in THAT DRESS -dies-


ANYWAY, why this episode rocked my socks:

NATES EX WIFE. (is wicked fucking hot, btw...)

ELIOT HITTING ON NATES EX WIFE. AND THEN GETTING HER NUMBER. Omg, bad bad boy.

PARKER: "NO NO NO! WE CANT LET YOUR EX WIFE ANYWHERE NEAR OUR LITTLE NAKED MAN!" Rofl, best line ever.

PARKER MAKING OUT WITH HARDISON FOR A DISTRACTION. Which, the only reason I'm happy about that is because while he was all "omg we should talk about what just happened" she was basically all "PFFT all part of the job...", henceforth still leaving happy room for my Parker/Sophie and Parker/Eliot ships. ALSO. I've had Parker make out with someone in my story as a distraction before, so yay me for having a decent grasp on the character xD

ELIOT: [ TO SOPHIE ] WHICH ONE OF YOU DID SHE KISS? omg, I could have only wished. SRSLY. One day... I'm in full belief that one day they will have to make out as part of a con...

SOPHIE TRYING TO CON THE TEAM INTO STEALING THE FIRST DAVID FOR HER. It's nice to see some good character flaws with Sophie. I'm liking them.

HARDISON AS A HUGE DICK FAA GUY: "IS UNCOMFORTABLE WITH BLACK AUTHORITY FIGURES..." lmfao. I love him.

PARKER REUSING THE FLIGHT ATTENDANT OUTFIT. Kleptomaniacs like to hoard things. Which is why I believe Parker keeps her money and doesn't buy anything with it. It's what she stole, originally what she stole. And she stole that dress, so she kept it xD

STERLING. STERLING. STERLING. STERLING. I love this man, he's such a fucking dick. He took Parker, which makes me want to hit him. But really, that's what I would have done xD

SOPHIE HAVING THE SECOND DAVID. Bitch, I love you. Seriously. And her real name might be Jenny, she reacted pretty quick when Sterling said that name...

SOPHIE FINALLY VOCALIZING WHAT I'VE BEEN ANNOYED ABOUT ALL SEASON: Nate thinks he's better than everyone else on the team. You go girl, tell that mother fucker.

PARKER AND SOPHIE ON THE ROOF!!!!!!! Sophie hated doing the ziplines in the first episode, and now here she is doing something she probably fears just to save Parker. And all holding her arms out to her while Parker runs to her.... SRSLY. Fan fiction, anyone?

THE FACT THAT EVERYONE IS STARTING TO THINK LIKE OTHER MEMBERS OF THE TEAM. Sophie thinking like Parker. Nate thinking like Hardison. I love it.

HARDISON TAKING THE PAINTING. That makes me LOL so much....

HARDISON: HEY STERLING... GET OUT OF MY HOUSE! *BOOM!* But omg, the HQ gone... so sad...

And then they all split up *tear* Though we know they're gonna get back together... obviously lol. But omg... their faces sent to every law enforcement agency in the STATE? Thats not good.

And what's with Maggie all joining the team? That's what its looking like from the previews for next weeks episode... Lord that'll cause tension with Sophie... watch. Though anyone else notice from the preview it looked like Parker was looking at her boobs? LOL.

ANYWAY. GREAT FUCKING EPISODE. My favorite thus far. I can't wait until next week.

In other news... I have no other news. lmao. I haven't been doing much besides trying to catch up with all my stuff online. I did make over $400 on Thursday, which surprised me. I went in there just trying to make $100 so I could pay for my room for the rest of the week cause I slacked and fucked off, but I ended up getting to pay for a week and a half. So yay me.

IDK. I'm mad at YT for yelling at me about copyright over my Parker video because I used a POE song... that is no bueno.

I'm mad at some stupid bitch on the Leverage Wiki making up crap on the Parker page like she was an acrobat and a trapeze artist and stuff and shes all LULZ IT'S ALL IN FUN! & I'm like okay you stupid child, this isn't the place for fiction. Go write yourself a badly written fanfiction with lots of grammatical errors like you clearly would to have your little "fun."

SERIOUSLY. GET OFF MY PARKER PAGE, YOU DUMB BITCH.

/end rant.

Labels: fan videos, leverage, wiki

Does anyone remember the video I made on YouTube awhile back called "I Want My Obsessions Back"?

Well, obviously I have them back. I know most people think I'm certifiably insane, getting caught up in fictional worlds, characters, or stories. What people don't seem to understand is that I am the most happiest when I am. When I don't have to focus on how much bullshit there is in life, or how while I'm managing to finally support myself in only the matter of working one day a week because I have a problem with trying to live past my means, then I'm perfectly happy.

On a side note, it also tends to be my anti-drug. Imagine that.

I have had absolutely no urges to do meth in almost the last week. I've been so caught up in being a Parker-obsessed weirdo, thus labeling me as the Crazy Parker Fanatic (not that anyone has said that, but I'm sure it's coming), that I don't want to smoke. At all.

And it's interesting really. I used to say I smoked because it got me more focused, and I could finish more tasks that way, and while it's true and maybe it would help me be even more of a crazy Leverage person, I just don't want to.

Partly, because while I can make icons/wallpapers/fan videos while I'm high, I can't focus enough to write fanfiction. I wrote a chapter of my Bellatrix one once while high, and when I was sober ended up reading it and throwing it out because it was such epic crap. When I write I'm very big on incooperating and describing a character's manerisms, quirks, facial expressions... all the little things that most people leave unnoticed. I have to fully be in the characters mind and play out the scene in my head a couple times before I can correctly and acuratly descibe what I saw in my head, because I want other people to see it too.

On the downside, however, my obsessions make me not want to do anything else but. Work? Pfft, only to get my rent and food money (cigarettes too, but that goes without saying). I only worked Friday last week. This week, I only worked Friday too. Made $500 and burned the fuck out.

I had an urge to start a Leverage blog, but I won't. I need to stop overloading myself with a bunch of projects, I tend to hang myself that way. I have the YouTube channel, which I'm doing fabulously on by the way, already ten video's up. Seven episode videos (theres only been six episodes aired, but "The Stork Job" had to be split into two parts for obvious reasons if you've seen it), two fan videos, and an introduction video by me for the channel. I'm also still in the middle of a Parker/Sophie fanfic, and as of right now have writer's block which is kicking my ass. Do you guys remember the story arc thing they used to teach you in school?

__/\__

That thing, lol. But yeah, got up to the peak, and now I'm stuck. Fail.

I should probably take a nap and fix my sleep schedule. Yesterday I got home from work, passed the fuck out drunk as hell, but then woke up three hours later and couldn't get back to sleep until 3:30pm. Hence the no working. I swear I really was planning to go... >.>

Oh, fantastic idea hitting me!

When the season is over, I'm planning on making Parker ship videos for every character (to satisfy everyone's pairings) and I think for the Parker/Eliot I want "Poker Face" cause it takes about gambling and Texas (where Eliot is from). Hm, I must make a note of that somewhere. I'm not much looking forward to the Parker/Nate video, I think that would just be icky, and don't understand the pairing at all. I can see Parker/Hardison, Parker/Eliot, and Parker/Sophie easily, but Parker and NATE? Really? Seriously? Come on now. But whatever.

Moving along now... until next time.

Labels: drugs, eliot, fan videos, fanfiction, hardison, lady gaga, leverage, nate, obsessions, parker, poker face, sophie, youtube

My name is Mary. I'm a 24 year old creative mess. I like to tell stories in anyway that I can, though mostly through visual artwork. I enjoy film editing, writing, modeling, photography, dancing, and website design. I'm a lesbian. I'm bipolar. I'm stronger than I usually give myself credit for. I'm a recovering drug addict. I'm passionate as all hell. I'm a beautiful disaster. I want to be free. I want to fly.

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